The Last Days of Extreme Polarity

waving and smilingDoes it seem to anyone else that there is an experience of more polarity rather than the less so many of us have been expecting?

Perhaps this is the splitting of the timelines or worlds which many have spoken of, I can’t say, but I can say my own experience has been that there is a much more clear demarcation between my little bubble of positivity and those who are choosing to focus on the negative.

It seems like it takes more effort to focus on the negative now than the positive.  Wow! I can’t remember it ever being like this before!  I wonder if this is the tipping point?  At least for me personally?

When it takes more effort to pay attention to what ails me than to what doesn’t, this is a shift I can live with.  The negative is still there to focus on, that hasn’t changed.  What’s changed is my willingness to do so.

Not only my willingness, my energy to do so.  The moments I do, it drains me so quickly and feels so wrong, I just can’t find it in me to continue to do it.  I can’t find my wanna, and no matter what the supposed reason for it, I can’t convince myself to go there anymore.

What used to be a concerted effort to stay on the sunny side of the street now seems  more like both sides are sunny.  Has someone flipped a switch?

No, there are some still wanting to convince me to fear, hate, and be full of loathing.  There is nothing to hook me in anymore it seems.  If it can’t help, then why do it?  If it harms no one else, it harms me.  In fact, I can’t stomach it, and in order to get my juice back at all, to get off full stop, I have to turn away and go the other direction.

It feels impossible that I could have ever fallen for what is out there now hooking people to generate fear.  In fact, I can’t imagine having the energy to generate fear at all, not in these energies.  Yet I see that some people still are, and sometimes they are quite near me.

So close and yet in a different world.  We speak the same language and yet there’s no way to communicate with them, at least not from the mind.  Not about anything that matters.

I noticed this today, and a swelling occurred in my heart over it.  Since there was nothing to say that would penetrate the mind in any meaningful way, I just put my heart into my eyes and into my smile.

It was like waving from a different world, but I wanted to do it all the same.  At first the look was puzzled, but then I saw their heart come out to meet mine.  All in a smile.  Imagine that…

I am thinking there is no way to convince anyone of what I am talking about here.  This is a personal journey and we are all on our own path.  All I can really do is walk my walk and put my heart in it.

Just that, and maybe share it with a smile.  Even if it is across a divide.

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10 thoughts on “The Last Days of Extreme Polarity

  1. Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal and commented:
    Thank you, Andrea. I find that I’m not reading newspapers or listening to news programs much any more. What’s “out there” doesn’t seem to matter to me. Disconnecting from the 3D paradigm I guess.

  2. Yes, I have felt the same polarity pulls that you describe. And, yes, all one can do is ” give them a good listening to”, with sincere compassion and understanding – for we have already been there and survived, as they will – in there own time.

  3. Great topic, Andrea! No convincing needed here as I can definitely relate. In working toward my desire for complete self-congruency, I’m seeing new and more authentic boundaries form. Every time I refuse to step out of those boundaries, the lines become bolder and clearer and staying positive gets easier and easier.

    When I do slip, the negativity tastes much more bitter, and I flee so much sooner back to my true self.

    Here lately, as soon as I get a whiff of the thief (negativity), my mind starts hurdling the behavior landing me at the solution side of the matter. How can I breathe life into this conversation? What is it that God wants me to do right here right now? What’s worked in the past? Most importantly, since negativity is a symptom, I’ve been trying to figure out what is at the heart of the matter? There is a better chance for a successful “cease and desist” order If the cause can be identified and creatively addressed,

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  5. Dear Andrea, another wonderful sharing! I am in complete agreement with you. It used to be a bit of a struggle staying in the heart and now it takes a great effort to get me out of my center so why do it at all? I think sometimes in our family groups we do it simply out of habit and some old style belief that to love someone you must meet them on their level. Now we know that to truly love someone we must stay at our own level! Hugs! alex

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